Saturday, July 7, 2007

A heartfelt tribute to my dad

Hi friends, I was out of station for quiet a while......things were not so in place ....still trying to figure out how to put the pieces back together.....coz i lost my dad who was (still is) my dearest everloving pillar of support.......its like losing a piece of your life which you dont know how to put back together......and its still not sunk in my mind that he is not there, coz the last time i saw him, he seemed alright, infact never in my thoughts did it occur that when I embraced him, it wud be the last time......oh dad, how I wish I could hug you again, please come back to me, mom, and bro, we terribly miss you ......Oh God, please give him back to us, missing him a lot....just knowing that you are there beside me, gives a lot of courage and confidence dad,.....and if I knew what you were going through, I would have never left your bedside.....I dont know how you felt when I was leaving....but surely it was your prayer which made me come to India in midst of all the other chaos that was happening in my life.....I am so glad I did come , atleast I was able to be by your side, feeding you, helping you....god, iam just feeling so shockingly painful thinking that the past one year you did not even utter a word about what you were going through.....why dad? i feel all the more guilty and keep thinking, must I have done anything all those days to give you trouble? ......dad I miss you and I am terribly sorry for anything I must have done to hurt you......I just wish you were beside me:(

9 comments:

Asha said...

So sorry to hear that! My condolences to you and your family.Hope you have strength to cope with it.Hugs to you.Take care.

roopa said...

Hi asha, Thank you for your support....

SG said...

My condolences to you and your family. I pray to God to give you and your family strength in this trying situation.

Bini said...

Hi roopa, kept coming to your blog and hadnt seen you online too..My heartfelt sympathies. Be strong for u'r mom and bro..time is the best healer..You will be in my prayers..

rv said...

SG and Bini:
Thanks for being there for me during this time...

Deepika said...

Hey dear,

Dunno wat to say... but please be strong. I kno how u feel, but then life is never fair. Unfortunately we are miles apart. I couldnt even hold ur hands n console u. God be with u dear! TC

Nanditha Prabhu said...

First time i chanced upon your blog and this is what I read!
my heart felt condolences.....
i know its terrible to let go something you love....keep the love and hope in you alive.....this is not the end.. you have to go on .. be the strength of your family!
my prayers!

Kripa said...

So sorry for what you are going through dear. I know words dont heal but I really pray God gives you all the strength to cope with this. I know you are a brave girl.. stay strong for ur mom and bro..

rv said...

I am sorry I could not reply to these comments, completly missed it.....I really appreciate your support ! Thank you deepika, nanditha and kripa :)

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